I know better so I do better..

lol yea right! Sad I wish it was true. I know better so I have no excuse now... Yesterday I was having a discusion with my friend about his lifestyle. A lifestyle he told me he was going to give up/ gave up. I trusted his word. He has never given me a reason not to. But for me being the such of creature of patterns and behavioral changes I knew this was not the truth. So I asked him. He looked at me . Didnt say a word, but he knew that I knew and now im dissapointed. Why? Not because of dishonesty. Because he simply knows better. Deserves better, and is worth more than the choices he is making in his life. I swear his raw talent with people, his work and his passions cant be touched right now. It oozes from his pores! Thats right oozes. Gods calling so strong on his life. I know it sounds cliche' . But its so true and evident. Will he make the choice to do better? I pray and hope so. Im speaking to myself.. Will I LaShon Lynea make the choice to do better? I know better. I know better . I KNOW better! I have NO excuses now...